Unutterable Pain

Hello there! It’s been a while since I last shared with you another of my poems. I’ve been composing less over the last two months or so, university stuff, and so on, kept me busy and burnt a lot of my energy recently. Still I managed, from time to time, to compose a bit, kind of wildly.

Let me share with you a recent poem I composed a few weeks ago, one that is different from those I usually post here, but it reflects another aspect of me and my life, it’s still part of me, so it rightly deserves to be here, on this blog.

So, here it is. First you get the original version, then at the end of the post, the English version. Enjoy!

Original Version:

Je me sens peu à peu submergée par cette inexprimable douleur,
Qui chaque fois commence par un pincement du cœur,
Puis se transforme en une série de silencieux pleurs.
Je ressens alors au fond de moi une petite peur,
Celle de ne plus pouvoir contrôler ces pleurs,
Celle de voir à jamais s’éloigner de moi le bonheur,
Celle de sombrer dans un état de malheur.
Ce mal ne connaît point d’heure,
Ni aucune joyeuse couleur.
Je cherche alors à fermer hermétiquement mon cœur,
Afin que ma vie se poursuive sans heurt,
Mais le démon régulièrement me leurre.
Et irrémédiablement, le mal en moi demeure.

English Version:

Little by little, I feel like submerged by an unutterable pain,
Which starts with my heart missing a beat each time,
Then evolves into a serie of silent tears.
And then, I feel deep inside of me a tiny fear,
Of not being able to control these tears anymore,
Of seeing happiness withdraw from me forever,
Of sinking into a state of misfortune.
This evil knows no time,
Or any joyful color.
I try to seal my heart tightly,
So that my life carries on without any blow,
But I regularly get lured by the devil.
And irremediably the evil in me remains.

Thank you for passing by and reading my blog. I hope you like it.

I’ll talk to you soon in a next post.

Until then, take care of yourself ❤

Ady ❤

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